2010, I’ve been so detached from people who actually matter. I’ve been nothing but selfish. I acted like the spoiled brat I promised myself I never would be. I took a lot of things for granted. I was doing what I thought were the right things for what I thought were the right reasons. I thought I was happy but it was all… artificial. It’s not who I was and it’s definitely not who I want to be. February 2011 made me realize that. So I did what I’ve been doing every year for almost all of my life, something I wasn’t able to do last 2010 - evaluation.

I realized that if I continue with the way I was being, I’ll end up losing everything that matters to me. I needed to sort out my priorities. Was I really going to give up what I want the most for something that I think I want now?

2011, I’ve burned bridges (the ones that led me to places that I never wanna return to) and reconnected those that can still possibly be reconnected. There’s still a lot of things that need fixing and issues that need resolving. But hey, everything’s gotta start somewhere, right? And I’m glad I did. This is happiest I’ve been in a long time and the best part is I’m actually happy. It’s real.

To the one who helped me figure “that” part of me out and “held my hand” through it,

To the one who never let our connection go,

To the one who gave me courage,

To the one who still thinks I’m awesome even with all of my shortcomings,

To the one who understands my weird obsessions and kinda share them too,

To one who acts like a “birch” most of the time but has always got my back,

To everyone who never demanded for more than what I can give,

To everyone who let me have that much needed time to myself,

To everyone who, despite giving me reasons to leave, gave me a reason to stay,

To everyone who pretty much told me to get my head out of my ass,

To everyone who taught me important shit,

To everyone who “passed the litmus test”,

For all of your support and acceptance,

For your existence,

Maraming salamat po. Go for 2012. Let’s!

Peace and love yo!

- Ice

#my favorite birches need to read this #thank you 2011 #because THANK YOU! thats why

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@somberly @PaintedSilence @skyealways @nice_innocent @rfswanson

I lamb you.

#just being my weird self again #what happens when ice is bored #somberly #neverloveawildthing16 #memoryremain #eyegasmic #rfswanson #oh and lets not forget lindsey she needs to get a twitter account again #outrageousforever

1 month ago with 7 notes

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❝

Yes, people are gonna judge you… will you let that get in the way of happiness?

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